V2 of Sounds good

“Dear Diary, love. bites. Sometimes it can make you feel like it’s the greatest thing in the world. It can make you feel safe. It can make you forget everything — like you could start all over again. But love can also make you feel out of control. Scared — like it’s eating away at you ’til there’s nothing left. Love really sucks.”

Sounds good

There comes a time when you have to let go of all the pointless drama & the people who create it & surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good. After all, life’s too short to be anything but happy.

-dump.com

C for Clueless

 

fclueless is what i’m feeling. I don’t know whether i should believe you or her, i don’t know whether i even should try believing. I don’t know why i don’t feel like putting my trust in you.

Why can’t this just be a nightmare, and when i woke up, it’s all over. And, we are still the happy us. We can still go to our botanic gardens….

……………my heart aches but i don’t know why.

V2

 

into the flowers,

Femme fatale

I thought i was almost burning up, my mind and my body because i’ve been focusing on my laptop for a long time and i just can’t take my eyes off the screen. Femme fatale stands for a dangerously seductive woman and it’s a great daydream song btw which i’ve been indulging in since i chanced upon this song. I’m sure kelly would complain that i’m simply limitting myself to choices again, but oh well; my blog title never links with my content anyway.

Yesterday was a day filled with fun, great recreational experience with mum and two brothers. We had a terrific lunch at East Ocean Restaurant, all dis-sum lovers unite; especially the custard and salted egg yolk pasteries. You can check out the pastery in facebook though. Dad wasn’t around because he doesn’t indulge in such walk down orchard with us, he rather head to Turf Club i believe. Nonetheless, i enjoyed myself thoroughly with my mum and brothers. Took many pictures with brother too, lucky i have someone to camwhore with me.

Once in a blue moon, i thought yesterday was such a well spent day. Plus, i cooked the mushroom feast for familly and i’m extra glad that they finished it all up. Especially brother, who ate every bits and pieces of the mushroom.

If Yan can cook, Esther can cook too.

Kitkat

School on thurs and fri is a bullshit, because i feel like i’ve been studying from mon-fri because i’m busted and tired out. Recently, fyp has been so hectic on all our shoulders because we were dealt with blows, not once but twice. All these fyp shit is making me feel tired, no doubt alittle stressed because there’re many issues that needs to be ironed out. More than one stakeholder are involved, hence making the picture complicated. Just when i thought everything is working out, another problem popped out just like that, stopping us in our way. It’s just like when i thought we were doing fine, then suddenly an argument just spoils everything that’s nice. Fyp is big shit, but the above picture is so funny that i can temp forget about the big shit. Ah.

Hang on, sally.

Fill up my heart

It was an early and rise morning and it happened to be the very rare times when i had to wake up from my serene slumber at 6am originally. Because of our late night talk which was inevitable, i managed to get up from my bed by 645am and shower and get ready for our farm trip. I was rly anticipating this farm trip because we have the chance to tour ard different farms like hydroponics, koi, dragonfruit, goat, frog etc.

To our surprise, and quite sadly, we only visited 3 farms, to be exact, 2; Goat’s and Dragonfruit farms. Nonetheless, i enjoyed feeding the koi with kelly and taking pictures of the lazy goats and watching milking mothers being milked. We wondered whether it would be painful for the mother goat to be milked by the pumping machine! I love the chocolate goat’s milk, however kelly didn’t seem to appreciate the milking mothers’ milk of goodness.

We had a bus to drive us around at the start, but ended up, we didnt have the patience to wait for the bus. The impatient duo ended up in bus 975, going our own way to lot one, which we had our lunch there. And next stop was IMM, yes again, to Daiso, yes again! We just never seem to get tired of IMM. The tired us then settled for burger king and then headed home. We ended up taking pictures at lrt station and sipping bubble tea;  just to enjoy the time together peacefully.

Ah what a lovely saturday you’ve given me.

Quite empty

Maybe 2 days of school isn’t that helpful or motivating afterall. It makes me feel more like being a couch potato in front of my laptop, it makes even more tiring because i’m totally bored by my surroundings and i can’t bother to do anything nor i feel like doing anything nor i want to do anything. That terrible it is!

However, i have my part-time job and final year project to keep me “occupied”, but it doesn’t seem to be working this way. I don’t feel “occupied”. I feel rather empty inside, it feels as if my brain is dead and i feel like i’ve been doing things half-heartedly and i rly loathe this feeling. I can feel negative vibe within myself and around me. Am i missing out on some fun, some excitment; am i missing something? Don’t know why i’ve been feeling the blues sometimes when nothing serious/bad happens.

Ay ya ya ya.

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Blowing out my mind

Tuesday saw my team heading out to meet suppliers to discuss critical issues, it seemed evrything is going well but in the end, we had problems trying to convince the other party to use rfid technology. Asia internet congress is quite the only event we can focus on, because the rest are impossible to manage. Ay, things aren’t just going the way they supposed to be. The event manager’s quite unwillingness to adopt the rfid technology gave us a slight punch in the morale, at least that’s what i feel at the end of the day after all the things we try to put in place. This is called setback.

I hope we can settle down on an event for us to do a bloody rfid field trial. Sometimes, we can’t just assume things will turn out the way we wanted it to be. All i have to do is gtta stay positive, stay cool, get things done asap.